you were good to me

I don't mind the feeling
of being happy
and you being

not the reason.
never thought i could be happy
without a sin.

you know,
losing yourself to the dark world
and being not able to know how

you should treat good and bad people.
is everyone equal? or are there better people?
what is even better? See, she will

never know, because
you cause
all of this.