whyy me?

i see those fake eyes
trying to fit in this society
a girl suffering from anxiety
can't tell you lies

or yeah she can tell
because its her mind
which need to be protect and to find
the strength to get well

is it that hard to live careless?
imagine you're afraid to look others in their eyes
how am i supposed to rise?
why shouldn't i be hopeless?

what has happened to me?
mantra, sleep, breathing
will lead me to healing
but why me?