forgot you

you forgot me
and I forgot you.

who were I?
I'm scared of myself
and done with asking why.

tears and pain were
the most specific feeling I've felt.
This shit isn't fair.

life is so painful
and even more to the kindest
people.

you forgot me
and I forgot you.

i hope you feel good
and I know I'm horrible
because I should

give myself space
from your existence,
from your face.

maybe some day
we can talk in peace
and in a better way.

thank you.