Moody unhappiness

Tears are hurting
Fears disturbing

Wish I could say
The right way
Wish I could stay
On a grey day

Afraid to leave
So hard to breathe
Could say
Doesn't bother me anyway
Not today

Suspicious to feel
The guiltiness of a real deal

Tired of feeling how I feel
Frightened to be what I be
Weary of the fact
The person I used to be
Was not who I pretend to be

Cautious to border upon dishonesty
Moddy unhappiness