to my inner child blerta

fell on the ground
didn’t know how
the wasps appeared in front of you.

you were so afraid of this
and sometimes the world forgot you
because you made yourself invisible.

I still feel your pain and your
tears falling and growing
as your problems does.

never wanted things to change,
never trust yourself enough
and yet it was all your work.

you were so hard to yourself
and you don’t understand
how much strength this requires.

your parents never showed that they
love each other.
but this was so important to you.

It is no big deal, This is just reality,
I have to move on and live by it..
NO.

You are fucking priceless, fucking perfect
and so so strong.
I will never leave you

I will never treat you
Like I did before.

You are my star
and my only one.

You have to be
and have to live

Be who you are