i do not know

do you love yourself?
or do you just pretend
to be happy but
the truth is you're hurt.

if you could say to your 4 years old self
one sentence.. what would it be?
would you lie to her,
like you do always to yourself?

this feeling is still there
and it feels so heavy,
so strong and makes me feel weak
and maybe I am.

stuck in this time and stuck
in your lines..
but they are nothing worth
and still I worship em.

what would you do if you
could choose how to live
what would you do if you know how it is
what would you do if you could live how you want.

i would choose you.