dear fear

so fast and yet it
seems like their is no end
it is so strong and sure a bit
weak but tell me how should I send

you a reply which is „I‘m fine“ ?
Yeah I am fine but it‘ll never go.
I‘m sry for hiding my light and bein a hoe
But I‘m not sry to shine tho.

A couple of years left a scar inside my breast and
you couldn‘t look away
the fear never went
I‘m accepting it today.

I never loved myself enough
that‘s why I treated no one with love
I‘m sry for being a hoe
and sry for letting u go.